Thank you

I'm sorry. I really am. It's just that I never knew it mattered. That I mattered. Sounds so emo and all but it's true.

Today was kinda interesting. It suddenly dawned on me that hey, I was really really lucky. Being under the mercy of such a creature (which didnt turn out to be all that cold hearted! How about that! Hah, but it's likely by chance more than anything else).

I really want to tell you everything. I feel obliged to. But.. I dont know. I just hope you know you're not alone. At all. (: This may sound terrible but I'm glad I'm not the only one.

Niz sleptover my place for the weekend!!! <3>

Which also means she met a number of my relatives! So now you understand right, the pressure from them! My relatives were being so.. sweet and reassuring which makes it all the more scary! Esp Abg Razif! I mean I know lah. He's from RI and whatnot. But whoa. The way he'd look at me right in the eye talking about the O's.. And you know, me not putting in my best effort would have to avert my eyes elsewhere cos man it was intense! ): And Anjang too. Sigh.

Well anyway, here's Ilhan! Abg Razif's and Kak Idayu's kid! My super super SUPER cute um.. nephew? (Is that what you call your cousin's son?)

Check out those lashes!

Behind him is Sarah! She got neglected by the camera cos Han's just too cute. Also cos she cant seem to stand/sit still!

And this here is my cousin, Nadia! Pretty yeah?

Niz kinda died. Cause of death: The extreme comfort my bed provides! (lameness due to spending 48 hours straight with her. :/ )

Niz & Leisha. They just took my phone and started taking pictures!

Love love many many! XOXO